went to walk around to window shop just now
but all i was tempted to buy was a swimming suit
hah but end up not buying still..
i think it's because i kept thinking,
nvm go batam then can shop heeeee
i want to climb tmr
but not really sure who to climb with
don't even know what to do tmr
cos i don't wanna go shopping
i wanna go picnic!
3 days left at borderX
and i'm so gonna miss working with the people there
poor afifah is already panicking cos i'm leaving
haha, sorry fifa2008 but i have to!
don't worry, you'll get use to things there :)
i heard knocks at my front door just seconds ago
heard a low voice coming from the outside too
if i had balls, they would've shrunk
i'm the only one awake and hearing that at this hour is no joke
decided to let it be of course
hah it was actually ekin, my bro's friend
scared for nothing, thanks eh
i haven't been exercising lately
this is unhealthy
ice-cream tmr ah, udders again!
was looking at pictures of girls at facebook
see them in pretty dresses and sexy outfits
look at their beautiful smile, their pretty hair
everytime i do that, i'll be jealous of them pretty girls
i don't like to wear dresses and skirts cos i feel that i have ugly legs
i don't like to smile with my teeth cos i look terrible when i do that
and i still think that my hair is thinning
but now i care less
cos i know he loves me nonetheless
and i love him just the same!
and i know god loves me too
for not showing off my pretty legs haha!
k my head is spinning already gotta go!
cheerios
- Mood:
thankful
A dilemma I might be in. Declining OCS was done with no hesitation. The onslaught of SISPEC isn't exzactly what i had in mind. My wings *sigh* are really too high for a person like me. This Friday shall be spelled as *Future*. Be it 2 or 6. Years.
In Tekong, i was easily identifiable thanks to my less then adept height. When it came to the Standard Obstacle Course (SOC), pity was generally presented to me. I don't blame them. After all was said and done, they generally took back what they said and instead traded it with "You were a monkey on swing trainer", "Low wall wasn't hard at all for you", "You were fast on the parallel bars" and a few more. I had fun at the 11 obstacles, naturally. At the end of the day i told these people who didn't fare as well as i hoped they did, "Its not the size of the man that determines the fight, Its the size of the fight that determines the man."
As i walk away, I couldn't help but give a little smirk." How Cliche", I wondered.
- Music:Fort Minor - Remember The Name
i just love songs from disney. i keep watching and singing them from youtube.
hahaha.
i wanna own all the original soundtracks one day.
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you
We must be swift as
the coursing river
With all the force
of a great typhoon
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon!
Painted wings
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
once upon a December
Someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully,
across my memory.
Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember.
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember
and a song someone sings,
Once upon a December
Please return all the harnesses and equipments (karbs, runners, ropes) to the gym by Thursday (17 Dec 2009) as some of us will be going to Diary Farm on Friday (18 Dec 2009).
Thanks!
Ale,
Ah.Li™
- Mood:awake
On a brighter note, 10am at ECP is seriously no joke.
On Mondays, this place is so eerily peaceful. I'm not complaining, its just that i forgot how infectious Orientations Camps can be. Add in the holiday season and *BAM* there's one group every 10m in easily distinguishable matching Tees. Oh what the duck, I had my share of sun sand and sea. Contented much.
An exclusive Evening with Yuna: I actually thought it was magical. Seriously. I mean, I redefined, front row seats. Haw. Besides the point, her set was amaezing. From Cartoon Couple to Rocket to Deeper Conversation to *DA BOMB* Backpacking Around Europe. of course there were the other mandatory songs but its these few that headlined the night. and new singles are exciting. I was literally deprived from live music in tekong and this was much needed therapy for a part of me inside. oh. Even better was, it was acoustic. Just the way i like it.
I'll be spending the night with Lights now. simply amazing. Outer space amazing.
- Location:Room.
- Music:Five Times August - Better With You.
only received 2 messages from boyfriend cos he's really really busy these days. the men are in and its time to be a sergeant. see im still waiting for his call.
ahhh cant wait to hear your voice love.
especially the liquid type...
and some pills which melt straight away when u put them in your mouth...
yucks!!!
i miss izzuan...
You will discover,
A war you're unable to win.
I'll have you know,
That I've become...
Indestructible.
Determination that is incorruptible.
From the other side.
A terror to behold.
Annihilation will be unavoidable.
Every broken enemy will know,
That their opponent had to be invincible.
Take a last look around while you're alive,
I'm an indestructible master of war.
work has been shitty for some reasons
but i'm only left with one more week
and it was really nice of my dear manager
to have gotten me a birthday present
am so touched...
my birthday was yesterday
so was zaki
they call it fate
i call it coincidence
but he calls it on purpose
because he made the decision to come out on that very day
hah, right...
it's scary how we think so differently
even when we share the same birthdate
it's hard to understand each other sometimes
or should i say, most of the times
but í'm not giving up, i won't.
only gonna celebrate my birthday tmr
ayam penyet with my family at lucky plaza
go out with my dear and his brandnew girlfriend, haha
and supper with his friends
i'm actually excited to see his gf tmr weee
ate alot of ice-cream lately
at belinda's house last night
marc bought for me some from gelare just now
and 2 of us went to udders at united sq
after work to have some more
but the best thing is, i don't feel fat hurrah!
anyway
thanks for all the birthday wishes
no need for presents
cos i already have all that i need
and there's nth more that i want
a wish is more than enough :)
thanks yous alls!
cheerios everybodeh.
have a good night.
or morning...
damn. sorry chua! will send them to you tmr k!
- Mood:
jubilant
But, im sorry im not the "fun" girl you once knew. Because, Ive changed. People do. Get over it.
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you are comin' from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby.
Backstreet boys ( As long as you love me ) My all time favourite song.
I miss boybands. Siggghhhhh.
- Mood:
nostalgic
before the competition, sharul was cold so i hugged her...
like this....
me ready but sharul shy...
better... hehe...
laughing all the way before comp...
but after the comp...
the long hair girl is sharul, the jeans guy is don..
the white skirt girl is the medic who looked scared when i cried...
this was the worst sprain i've ever had...
stoopid purple sloper...
i know the night could have ended up real bad cos he booked out late and i waited for an hour at clementi. i was kinda pissed but i know it's not his fault. so when he arrived in a cab with that smile plastered across his face, i lost all frustration, grinned back, and got into the cab with him.
sharul: love, do you have the 'fat' genes?
azim : entah. but all my siblings like fat.
sharul: but your parents not fat what.
azim : hmm. my tapi my dad boncet ah.
sharul: do you think you have it?
azim : no ah dont think so. eh why you ask?!
sharul: i scared our kids fat then i dont know how to handle.
azim : haha suruh diorang exercise ah..
sharul: aku takut aku tak sayang diorang cos they are gemok.
azim : haha love love. *laughs*
- Location:Runaway Train.
- Music:ten2five - Isi Hatiku
